Well I have finished moving over most of the sites of everyone to WordPress.com and just need to move DNS and e-mail off my server before I go back to California for Beth’s wedding which I just got the invitation for. Very nice invitations I might add! Good work Beth!
In other news, I went to the Wisconsin Dells for the first time in my life and I can honestly say that Mt. Olympus Water and Theme Park is now my #2 getaway destination after Disneyland. It was SO much fun. There were only a few things that I would have liked to be different. First, I would have liked it more if Chris would have been able to go, but alas it was not meant to be. Second, I would have liked it if Beth was a little faster getting around, but we still was able to do everything and get on almost every ride that was there.
On the way back from the great day at Mt. Olympus, we hit the death storm and through that we were going to be sucked up into a tornado between Tomah and West Salem. We stopped by Chris’ house in West Salem and picked him up to go and eat at Rudy’s. Beth had to use the bathroom, so we stopped at Kwik Trip in Onalaska, and then she wanted to go home because she wasn’t feeling 100%. So we took Beth home and Chris and I weren’t really hungry either, so we went to ShopKo and said hi to my mom and told her that we would come back and get her when she was off.
Chris and I went back to my house and we talked a bit and enjoyed the time with eachother until I had to pick my mom up from work. We did that, then came back to my house again where we watched Margaret Cho and her Persimmon diet. Chris though that it was hilarious. Everyone always does! I then took Chris home, came back to my house and went to bed.
I woke up this morning being really sore. I didn’t want to move at all. I got out of bed and went to the mailbox to see if Beth’s invitation had arrived and it had. Again, very nice. Chris got his invitation as well and his dad has not given him an answer whether or not he could go. I hope he can. I would sacrifice my iPhone 2 to have him go with me. I want to have this great experience with him, and I hope it can happen, but it probably won’t.
Which brings me to what is going on with Chris and I. I love him more than anyone before. It is a completely different type of love. Every relationship I have been in I have still looked at other guys and been like “I’d fuck him” or “God, I would love to date that!”. Not this time. At first, I couldn’t look at anyone else with any level of attraction, I just didn’t care. Yesterday, there was a lot of eye candy at the water park and a lot of hot guys. My thoughts weren’t of wanting or lusting after them, but wanting to look like them so Chris would have something better to enjoy. Now, I don’t think that I am a bad looking guy or anything, but these guys were HOT!
I have never felt this way. It is like my entire system has been re-wired to think about things completely differently than before. I am not sure how to feel about it yet. Chris isn’t a very verbal person, so it is hard to get what he feels out in person, but we do write letters to each other. I have five letters waiting to be read in a CD case that he gave me last week that I can’t listen to or read until after he leaves on Tuesday for 3 weeks. I probably won’t see him for 4 weeks, but, as they say “distance makes the heart grow fonder”. If I grow anymore fonder of Chris, I am going to die!
Well, that is enough rambling on for now. I am going to go and sun myself outside and try to get darker than I am right now. I want to look really well tanned by August.