Well, I am back at home in Santa Rosa. Disneyland was fun, but I was really looking forward to coming home and spending some time with my homiez. I still need to spend time with Beth, but my night with Richard was the best night I have had in a REALLY, REALLY LONG time. It was so great. I gave him his gift that I got him from Disneyland, showed him a downloaded version of the fireworks that were at Disneyland, and layed together. It was the best ever!!! Thanks Beth for teaching me that term “Best Ever” I didn’t really know what it meant until you and I went to Disneyland together, but now even more so that I am with Richard. I love him so much, and you know what? He loves me too. He is the best boyfriend that I have ever had! He is so nice, considerate, and sweet. He is the most beautiful human being ever (Beth, you are up there as well). Why couldn’t I have found him sooner? God, I just want to melt in his arms. Then…. he told me that he might move to Hawaii next year! NOOOOOOOOOO! I can’t live without him. Please don’t leave. I just want to spend the rest of my life with someone exactly like Richard, and I hope he wants to as well, because then it is done. The search is over, I no longer need to find anyone else. He fills all my needs. I hope that I can live up to his expectations as well. I am in such a better mood now. I think that Richard has made me an even better person than I was before. He is a change for the BEST. I can’t wait to see/experience the things we are going to do together! I have waited all my life for someone as great as this. I hope that it is not a nightmare in disguise. How can it be, you ask? Something this good is so hard to believe in, but it is happeneing. YIPPIE!!! Well, I will talk to all you guys later. I have to clean my room, call y’all and take a shower, get to work early (hopefully avoid Danniel at all costs, and get to be either Floater (I hope) or box manager to make Beth happy.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! I’m SO happy for you!!!!!!!