..SoMeTiMeS, the LaSt ThiNg you want comes in FiRsT.. & SoMeTiMeS the first thing you want NeVeR cOmEs.. But I KnOw.. that WaItInG is all you can do SoMeTiMeS.
I stole it from Megan’s status update on Facebook.
Monthly Archive for July, 2008
Well, I should be getting a lot more money considering that I am working 6 days a week now – 3 at ShopKo and 3 at Sonic.net. It will be good in the end.
In other news I am really frustrated at the moment with Chris. We never spend any time together. He got back last Sunday and we saw eachother that night and Thursday morning. Saturday was out 2 month anniversary and we didn’t see eachother. Day after tomorrow will be a week since we last saw eachother and my birthday. He isn’t sure if he is going to have time.
What I don’t understand is why he had time to go to a dance club last night, hang out with his friends, etc and yet still no time for me. It is extremely frustrating. I love Chris to death. I have no doubt that he is the one, but even if he is, I can’t be in a relationship like this…
Who does technical support call when they need technical support? I dunno either since it was supposed to be my first day back on the phones with Sonic.net and I can’t even get into the phone queue! Kavan is trying to help me to no avail. I don’t know why it isn’t working! Oh, well.
In other news; Chris is back! I am so happy! I thought that he wasn’t going to be back until tomorrow (Tue), but he came back yesterday. I got to go and see him last night and it was a lot of fun. Man, I missed him. Well, back to work for me…..
Well, the last few days have been interesting.
On the 3rd, I was feeling down because I haven’t been talking to Chris much the last couple of days, and I was being overly paranoid and crazy about it. I miss him. I have never felt so much for someone and to have them leave was very sad. I really don’t know how to deal with it, so my pirates have been fighting a lot lately. Maybe I need to see a counselor?
Anyway, I texted Chris that I wanted to hear from him more and that I felt like he wasn’t putting in the effort, which he took as me not believing that he truely cared. I know he does, I am just going through this emotional episode that I have never experienced before. So, we had our first fight where he hurt me pretty bad. I got off the phone with him and felt like SHIT! So, I was still going to go with Beth to Players (the La Crosse gay bar that I like downtown) and have a drink and play some pool.
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