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Archive for September, 2003
Hahaha!!
Sep 8th
congratulations. you are the “you smell like
butt” bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.
which happy bunny are you?
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You’re JAI RODRIGUEZ, Culture Vulture! You are
absolutely adorable, plus you have more than a
clue about what’s going on today in music and
literature. Congrats!
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He had it coming….he only had himself to blame…
Sep 3rd
In times of need it is good to see who your REAL friends are. From my last post so far:
Javier – Is very understanding and caring. Thank you again Javier, I appreciate your understanding.
Laura – Texed me to say sorry.
Joyous – No contact as of yet.
Joseph – Also no contact.
Beth – Simmahed and some random comments about stuff I will have to inquire about later.
Zack – Went off the deep end because for once I am speaking what I am feeling, and he goes ape shit on me. (At least that is the tone that I took it in)
I don’t really know what to think about any of my “friends” anymore. They all have interesting responses to me being moody. Shit happens, people break down. I have finally broken down, or in DISNEYLAND terms have gone 101, unscheduled down. I really don’t know what caused it, except for the fact that I have been running at 110% for like 3 weeks now. If you abuse your equipment, it is going to break down on you. I definitely need some time. Thanks for being patient while we go down for Rehab. We are not sure whether this will be a complete rehab, or gutting it, and starting all over again. We will have to see how badly damaged the ride is. See: Space Mountain. Down for rehab until 2005. Hopefully I can get repaired and go back to my normal operating schedule soon.
WATCH OUT EVERYONE THIS POST IS GOING TO GET NASTY
Sep 2nd
I am increasingly irritated with everyone at this moment in my life. I don;t really know why I am, but I just am. People are FUCKING CRAZY!!! I am too though. That is what makes this all so difficult. I am slowly going back into my shell as a person. This happens every so often. I am just exhausted from everyone. People are so draining. I am tired of being talked about like I am a commodity. I am a person god damn it! If you want to hang out with me, give me a call, and if I say no, then that is that, say okay. If you get tired of getting the same response of no, thank you, then stop trying if you feel like not trying anymore. Don’t wait for me to come around. Stop putting up with my shit and taking it up the ass (unless you like taking it up the ass). Have your own lives. I am tired of running my life, and the lives of 10 other people. Make plans without me, invite me if you want to, but stop having me come up with shit! It puts too much pressure on me, and I really can’t take it right now.
Javier – I really value your friendship, but have been so spread thin lately I haven’t had any time to do anything with you, and I am really regretting that. I do want to hang with you more, but I have to work through some of my issues that I am having right now. I hope that you understand.
Beth – This may seem blunt, but move on. I cannot support you anymore. I have only so much energy, and I can’t spend any of it on you anymore. I am sorry.
Joyous – I like hanging with you a lot, but something needs to happen. I don;t really know what it is, but it has to be something.
Laura – you are pissing people (including myself) off when you are bragging about how much time you are having with me. Please stop!!!
Zack – Simmah down nah! Things will get better for you. We all go through periods of shit, and that seems to be what you are going through right now. You will get through it, just stop pittying yourself.
Joseph – Who are you talking about in your post? I am really curious. I hope that you find happiness somewhere, but I think that you need a change of scenery at this point in your life. I know that you are trying. Good luck.
Everyone else – I am sorry.
I just needed to get all of this off of my shoulders, and I feel a little better now. We will see. I am sure that this will not make my life any easier, but actually will make my life much, much more difficult in the days to come, hopefully I will have the strength to get through it all.
Sign off.
