Well, last night after work, I went and got gas, and went over to Richard’s becuase he wanted to do something. I was on the phone with him when Beth called, to, get this, yet again, be the bearer of bad news. Glares were exchanged between Danniel and Richard. Rumors of Javier and Danniel being together were funny to hear, but quickly labled as false. Anyways – on to the super happy funtime stuff. I went to Richard’s, and he said that he was going to get dressed, and then met me at my house, because I wanted to change as well. So I went home, and changed, and waited for Richard. He calls to tell me that he ran out of gas! Poor Richard. Anyway, he got gas, and came over. We then took my car, and drove to the beach. We had a nice (I mean VERY NICE) romantic evening below the stars. We sat in the car and talked about all types of stuff, kissed, and held eachother until I looked at my watch and it was 5AM!! Man, last time I looked at my watch it seemed like it was just 10 mins before that, and that was at 1:45AM. So we started to head out, and Richard started to cry. I wondered why, and deep down knew somehow. I inquired, and he said that he really did love me (For which I have NO doubt in my mind that he does) and that all the talk of Danniel makes him think about us not being together, and him losing me. So after talking about my feelings for him, and my feelings torwards Danniel, it was all straightened out. I am glad, because I could not bear to put him through ANY pain whatsoever! We drove home, and we kissed goodnight, and I went into my house thinking, WOW, this Thanksgiving I really DO have something to be thankful for. Thank you for coming into my life Richard. You mean the world to me, and YES, so do you Beth, Ann and Erin. I love all of you. You have to be the best friends that I have ever had in my life. If I lost you guys, I would die. I love you all, and have a VERY HAPPY THANKSGIVING.
Monthly Archive for November, 2002
Well, last night after work, I had to go and pick up Beth from the ASS END OF TOWN. But, I don’t need to worry about that for long, because Beth is going to try and get her DRIVERS LICENSE finally! After picking up Beth we went to K-Rows and Richard was our server. He is so good, especially when people will decide what to order (BETH!). I got Prime Rib *num num*, and Beth got the biggest piece of chocolate cake ever. When Richard brought it to us, he had cut the fat off of the Prime Rib, and he gave me a really thick piece!! Javier was there with his friends, and Beth got all googly eyed and such, and Javier came over chatted, went back to his table, came back again, and so on like 3 or 4 times. After eating, Richard brought me the pumpkin tart that I substituted for my bread. He made the whip cream on top in the shape of a heart!!! I was soooooo happy. He finished up some of his work and was ready to leave. Javier was at our table and wanted to do something, so I had this plan to leave Beth and Javier at K-Rows, and Richard and I would wander off together… *wink wink* BUT, Richard was sooooo tired, and he really did need the sleep, and so did I. So we talked for like a half hour, and he gave me two cards and a CD. It was great!!! I gave him my business card with a note on it and $20 in it to pay for the food that he had paid for for me. I think it made him mad a little, but I felt bad. Oh, well. It was great. Well, I have to go and shop for Thanksgiving stuff with my mom now, so I will see y’all later.
Well I am writing this from work right now. We finally got the tensa-barriers and I played with them for a while, then put them away. Danniel told Rita that he knew of Richard. She said that he seemed like he was a little upset. FINALLY, he shows some form of emotion!! Well, it is too late now. I can’t wait until after work. I am going to go get Beth and go to K-Rows!! I get to see Richard for the last time for a couple of days. *whine* I hope that Beth and everyone doesn’t expect me to play Treasure Planet tonight. I need to get to bed at a resonable hour tonight, because I need to get up and go get Thanksgiving stuff with my mom. I also need to clean my room some more, and try to find my reciept for my camcorder. Richard may be moving out of his house (which makes me want to move in with him, but people, and possibly Richard, might think that was weird.) I have always wanted to live with the person that I loved. Oh, well. I will be patient and wait until things “fall into place” and it will just happen. I actually have work to do, so I will write more later. I hope Richard calls…. Later